I Want To Play With The Pixies

Well ... as I said earlier, (last week I think) my band has found itself with an opportunity to play with the Pixies, All we have to do is beat another 3 bands on Thursday at the East Brunswick Club, to then be flown to Sydney the following week to play against another 3 bands in the final. www.garagetov.com is where you can check out what we and the other bands sound like. Here's the problem. (There's always a problem isn't there?) I CAN'T SLEEP! I am so filled with nerves, and anxiety that I shake as I sit here writing this. I am constantly deleting words because I am hitting about five keys each time I try to press one. And if this is the case, how am I supposed to play guitar and sing? I have a long and sordid history of betraying myself. Setting up little traps that I can fall in, so as to remain quite comfortable in my mediocrity. I lie in bed every night, scaring the bejesus out of myself with thoughts of fucking it all up, when in actual fact we have been rehearsing hard, and we deserve to win. We are original, and try hard to create a sound that no one else is doing. Blah blah blah. I here you all sigh.